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Nil (raw bass version)
01:54
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Nil (RG9 version)
01:58
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lyrics:
Magnification
Catastrophizing
An incident caused by a miniscule and trivial moment
I spoke around the cause of the incident, but not the cause itself
Overthinking
Obsession
Personality
Disorder
Denied a chance to clarify
Forced to move on without resolve
No closure
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lyrics:
Quiet, lonely moments and nights when it starts to come back
The urge, thinking about how to kill myself painlessly
Seeked professional help several times in the past several years
and the help has seemed to be counterproductive
For years have I battled with my overthinking
Alienation from what I cherish, what helped me keep going in this seemingly pointless world
Unless I find what I seek
Abandon me in the event my mind gets out of hand again
Alienated
Unwanted
Hopeless
I am used to it
The fact that I've lost due to my overthinking/worrying/craziness
For the millionth time I have lost so dear to me because of this
This will change
You, and the many before you
Due to my apparent mental problem
that can go away
But again, it is...
No more self pity
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Is it structure or agency
Herded by the shepherd or wild and free
What is will for self-preservation
Get through to the next day
Bidding for the tycoon living your life in euphoria
Just to be rewarded the petty prize
Like a slave obeying its master to be fed
Hope lost with this bull shit socioeconomic system
Plutocracy conditioned us to drudge through their establishment
I will rid myself from consciousness
Indulge
Gratify myself in the sickest ways
In extreme ecstasy
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The fact that our economic system is based on the template of a "fractional reserve" monetary system and our socioeconomic system in general is based on a monetary system is something ironic as it needs hierarchical systems which we as natural agents living on the consciousness of a man-made, non-absolute, "meta-" truth structure and centuries' old established ideologies that have inevitably been inapplicable for everybody's own will for self-preservation, as it should, for the benefit of those who have control over the influence of the masses on a global scale (dominant heterotrophic pathos) is counterproductive to achieve our needs to survive comfortably without tension from coexistence. Everything we need is in plain sight, but being slaves to old establishments/entities hinders our evolution as individuals, and empathy being close to nonexistent. So long as we stay fixated on old, irrelevant, established, generalized ideologies of structure, what we call crime, poverty, violence of all kinds will continue to exist. As I am skeptical to even my own opinion, the fact that I have to struggle to dwell on this planet as I refuse to play the man's game, but indirectly forced to do it anyway if I want to have necessities met, and living with a combination of mental disorders (that contribute to my bad verbal communication and social skills, impeded speech and atelophobia) being what I believe thus far to be the main parts? ...in the combination of my own self-inflicted mental suffering? My suicidal train of thought I've had for years will always seem that it's towards rationality.
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Empathy
06:12
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The light of the fallen
Dims out from the life of many
Wishing these moments were going their way
Unsure of the outcome
It drives them insane
Stress of the mind so extreme, can't stop questioning
Paranoia, contemplative patterns countless times
I've no choice, forced to forget, keep moving onwards
Repetitive thoughts
Wanting to back track
No way to make sure anymore, forever dwell
Can't put doubts to rest
Discontent with what I acknowledge
This obsessive compulsion is distracting my focus
Lifeless
Breathless
Denied, deprived, rejected, and exiled into nothing
Must find a new source to continue
Does contentment coexist with oppressed dystopia?
This world sickened
By dominant heterotrophic pathos
What will ultimately rid this angst
What must be done to relieve all stress affliction
Game over
Start over
End this age of suffer
New of emptiness, nothing
To create again, what you will
It's up to you
Rebuild anew
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Moving On
05:48
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The philosophical theory that life has no intrinsic meaning or value, notion: Your being has no purpose. All we've ever achieved in life was pointless 'cause we're fucking nothing.
We're all trapped here, finite consciousness
We just dwell and shit, tension from coexistence
Do the world a favor, end the suffering
I'll take myself to the void as I bring you all with me
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